My Little Secret

2010-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

I realised it's time to change...

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2009-12-31T19:06:00.007+08:00

I had a peaceful day before 2oo9 ends. :)

爱我90年!

2009-12-30T22:53:00.003+08:00

Around 25 more hours to 2o1o~ :D

2oo9 is going to be over sooooon!
Happy beginning; sad ending...
I simply just hope everything will get better in 2o1o ...

How time flies.
Getting older each day.
Time waits for no one.

For the entire of this year...
Happiness, Sweetness, Sadness, Disappointment, Confusion etc etc

You wonder why, what exactly happen?
Why will things turn out this way?
Sometimes, things happened soo unexpectedly that i couldn't even catch a glimpse of breath.

Sometimes you wonder why everything seems to fall on you.
Either your luck is bad or you're too negative.
Fair enough to say, we have our own emotions.
But most importantly, we couldn't let our emotions overruns US!
Instead of pondering over unhappiness, why not choose a better life to live with?

After sooo many ups & downs
I shall not think too much.
But cherish each & every single things around me before they are all gone.

Since we have no idea at all now.
Just let fate decides on everything.

I thankful to all that have treated me nicely thru out...
Thanks for bringing me all the happiness & sweetness for this memorable & wonderful 2oo9!

Life is full of memories & I will forget none. :)

2009-12-29T18:48:00.006+08:00

I'M SICK BUT I'M A HAPPY PATIENT. :D

I was feeling unwell all these while.
But things get worst since yesterday.
Fever, sore throat, flu, headache, bodyache etc etc...
Everything came to look for me this morning. T.T

But I'm happy...
Because somebody delivered breakfast to my doorsteps. *wide grin*

Have the whole afternoon resting at home...
Before I headed to hougang mall to return my book with my body still burning hot. :/
Because those books are due today. Roar! >.<

Returned my books & went to Popular.
I just love entering bookstores, dont asked my why. :)
Stayed for quite long, looking for nice books to read...
& finally, I got myself ONE...

Haha, please pray hard that I'll actually read.
You know, i hate reading, i fall asleep everytime I read. :(
I don't want to waste money. :/

& I soooo wanted to buy Andrew Matthews self motivation books.
Any kind soul are soooo going to get for me? Lols~ XD

Okay, till then...
Tata~
Will be back again when I recovered. :)

2009-12-27T09:00:00.006+08:00

Have been wanting to write my wishes on the ball ball & let it float onto the sea.
Hoping that my wish will come true.
But nobody want to bring me there. :/
When I finally found somebody, the thingy is over.
How sad, I have to wait for another year.
Roar! >.<

Turtle: You got 15 days & yet you missed it all.
Me: T.T

Okay, well~

SHE IS THE ONE THAT I FOUND and agreed to bring me after pestering for AWHILE!
*Proud face*
LOL!
Meet up at city hall some days ago & she's late for 1 hour for the first time. -.-

From City hall, walked over to Suntec to find my ball ball, but don't have.
So decided to get my all time FAVOURITE YAMI YAMI YOGURT! :DDD
While we walked over to Esplanade to find my ball ball again...

Saw alot of floating sphere on the river, & I know my hope are gone... :(
So, decided to have my dinner first.

I'm the one that pestered her again to bring me to Makansutra for dinner.
Because i missed~
It have been quite some time since I last went... :/

We didnt ordered alot, but we always cannot finished. :X
.
& i love the chicken wing there! Yum Yum~
& when i'm eating my wings, she told me the reason why I still can't get a boyfriend. -.-

See the many many floating sphere on the river.
Each & every sphere have their own wishes on it.
How i wish I got mine... :(
.
Bird face, she always have it! :P

Happy face, I love it! :DD

Even though I didn't get to write on the floating sphere.
I got to write something on the bell charms. :)
I tell you, I'm damn unlucky. -.-
Even when I wanted to write my wishes on the bell charms, their bell charms finished! :(
Therefore, we got to shared! Roar!
I will come earlier next year.
Bring me next year PLEASE!!! :DDD

Went over to Robinson to buy perfumes.
& I'm sooo happy that I cheated her feeling.
CK Free or CK One, CK Free or CK One.
LOL!

&
Home Sweet Home! :D
See, all my presentssssss....

She got me my favourite TIGGER!

Sticky Memo Pad & Key Chain~ :D

and somebody else got me EVERLAST!

Thanks! I know you seldom get present for people & yet I GOT IT!!!

*Wide grin!*

*Proud face!*

*Bleah!*

2009-12-26T23:11:00.003+08:00

Always be there.

These 3 words seems easy to say, but how many of them will really do it?
Millions of people in this world told their other half that they will always be there, they will wait, but how many people will/can really do it?
Real life examples are out there everyday.
Everybody tends to move on, is just a matter of time.
If you don't treasure when they are around, they might just be gone forever somedays.

Face the fact that FOREVER don't exist...

PS. Don't worry, i'm not emo-ing. :)
Instead i'm happy that i received many many presents today.
Thanks~ :D

2009-12-26T00:02:00.009+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

Last christmas I had chicken pox.
This christmas I'm down with headaches & all.
I'm feeling sick these few days, I don't know why. :/

But instead of staying at home the whole christmas day.
I went over to Janet's house. :)
& I tell you, after 21 years, this is the first time I'm eating log cake on christmas.
I was sooo excited! :P

Many photos with many many friends that I don't know.

Because they're all Meiting's friend. LOL!

The log cake is I choose de.

Because I like white, so my log cake have to be WHITE too!

Is it nice? :))

& this joker here, broke her fork while eating. -.-

Beside eating log cake & playing sparkles after that.

We still have work to do!

LOL!

Thanks for your help eh~ :D

Put aside my workpiece & went to play sparkles...

We were happily playing until...............

A mini explosion happened~ :(

No choice, we've to go home already..

Backed to Janet's house.

Finished up what I'm supposed to..

& Home Sweet Home... =))

& Thanks for the christmas card & sweet... :)

I'm really feeling weak now.

Headache, stomach unwell etc etc...

I can't take it anymore, i need to sleep.

Good night.

2009-12-25T11:48:00.003+08:00

I wake up this morning, without knowing what day it is, what am i going to do later.
All I know is... today is CHRISTMAS! :)

Libra - Dec. 25, 2009
Today will be like playing a game on your home field, dear Libra. You have fans out there supporting you, and you know the territory. Take advantage of the little things that you have going for you. There is a dramatic force at work that may be erratic but extremely powerful as long as you can maintain control. Stay focused on your goals. True happiness is only a small step away!

The celestial configuration may be the reason why you are so hesitant about breaking off a certain relationship. You have become used to this person: secure in the way they react to you, their habits, and their mannerisms, and you feel at home with them. That is the way you may perceive things today, but your natural restlessness may well present you with a different perspective tomorrow.

When you're sooo used to seeing a particular person everyday.
You tend to feel lost when you don't get to see them suddenly for long.

I missed to be dote like one silly girl of yours.
I miss you!

2009-12-24T18:57:00.011+08:00

We planned to go sentosa early in the morning.
But the weather don't like US! Raining cats & dogs! :(
So, we went to Vivo city instead~ :))

We went to bookstore...

TRULY MADLY YOURS! XD

I'M IN NO MOOD FOR LOVE!

After acting 乖, we started off SHOPPING! :D

AND photo-taking!!! :DDD

When we are about to take train home..

There comes a joke when this train security came over to inform us something! LOL!

When he was about to walk away, I shouted.

Me: I think I know you!

Train security: But I don't know you.

Me: But I think I know you!

He ignored me & walked away.

But I shouted again...

Me: Hougang Secondary; Red cross!

He turned back...

Train Security: I don't remembered you.

He paused awhile & continue...

Train Securiy: But you are right!

L-O-L!

He is my Red Cross Instructor.

I'm his best first aider, how can he forget me?!?!

Roar!!! >.<

Went home & then....

I found present on my table.

This is my first christmas present, soooo happy! :D

THANKS!!! :DDD

HAPPY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

Enjoy yourself while i'm staying home. :)

-xoxo-

2009-12-23T14:03:00.001+08:00

i don't know why, don't ask me why...

things have never been easy these few months.
be it life, work or relationship...

i seriously hope that i've been making the right choice all these while.
but time still seems to prove me wrong.

everything seems fine on its outer surface, nobody knows how messed up it is within.
i tried my best to hold on whatever I can.
i tried to be as positive.
i forgive, i forget, i let go, i give up...

i realised, things are just getting tougher each passing day.
the challanges that i need to face is more than i can imagine...

starting all over again is never easy..
just like...
stop loving you...

2009-12-23T01:05:00.006+08:00

What can I do to make you feel better?
What can I do so that you can find your precious back?

I felt soo helpless now.
I can't help.
I can't do anything.

I'm soo willing to use anything to exchange that back to you.
As long as you're able to find it back.
God, could you just give me more blessing this time round?

PS. Life is like a beautiful melody, but only my lyrics are messed up

2009-12-22T00:02:00.007+08:00

A DAY OUT WITH JANET & ANGIE! :D
To town again! -.-
We walked all the way from PS to ION~ :)
Talking, laughing, taking photos instead of shopping...

She & her favourite FERRERO ROCHER! :P

I love this candid shoot! :D

I love this photo toooooo~ :D

We are smiling sooo happily...

LOL!

Dear santa, can i have many many christmas presents tooo..

Ops! :X

THIS IS ULTRA NICE RIGHT!

Guess where is it? :P

We went inside the christmas tree. XD

We went Xin Wang for dinner in the end. :))

One of my favourite~

Yum Yum! :D

I'm too tired to blog already.

Just use your imaginary, we've a FUN DAY! :D

Good night! (:

2009-12-21T10:00:00.000+08:00

When you meet someone that doesn't care enough; that doesn't love you enough; that doesn't cherish you enough.

All you do is either cry or let it be.

I think I’ve discovered the SECRET OF LIFE – you just hang around until you get used to it.

2009-12-20T19:07:00.000+08:00

SUNDAY SUNDAY SUNDAY!!! :D

Look at all the beautiful sky.

Doesn't it make your mood happier? :D

On the other hand, it means A GOOD DAY FOR SHOPPING TOO! :DDDD

Went out with this woman! MUMMY~

To tampines for SHOPPING!!! :)

Walked the whole afternoon, & I only manage to get myself a jeans.
Somemore, is mummy forced me to buy one. Boo~

Mummy: Got jeans, you want to try?
Me: Don't want, I don't like.
Mummy: Is nice, somemore got very small size, just go in & try.
So, I went into the fitting room.....

Is it nice? :)

After trying & all, even though the size FINALLY fit me, I was still abit reluctant to get it because I seldom wear. :/
But there mummy goes again...

Mummy: Quite nice right, just get it & stop wearing all your "short short" bottom.
Me: Don't want, I don't even know if I'll wear. Don't waste money.
Mummy: Just buy, where to find another shop that sell jeans of your size? (FYI, it's size 22!)
Me: -.- okay la okay la. Buy buy.

So, in the end, I bought it! -.-

Anyway, I had a good time SHOPPING!
Who don't love shopping. XD

PS. I'm sooo looking forward to next week.

Sunday clears away the rust of the whole week.

Hooray! :D

2009-12-20T09:37:00.008+08:00

I don't know why no matter how late I sleep, I'll still wake up early recently. -.-
I really wish to SLEEP MOREEEEE!!!

Went shopping yesterday before heading to work.
At my usual place - TOWN! :) the hours I stay there everyday is more than the hours I stay at home.

& I spent hours in a shop trying out high-waist skirt. :)

is it nice? :P
Anyway, I bought 1. :)
.
Headed to work after that.
& it was a super not busy Saturday yet we still a sales of $6400++.
How cool~!
.
Reached home late with running nose.
& I'm still down with it now.
ROAR!
.

I'm going shopping with mummy again later~ :D
*excited!*

I was looking forward to it.

But disappointment is what I got once again.

You simply forget all our plans.

Sigh~ :(

Expect nothing; live frugally on surprise. :)

2009-12-18T16:59:00.000+08:00

Dear Santa,

Christmas is coming & all I want for christmas is a better year ahead & many many happiness. :)

2009-12-18T12:26:00.002+08:00

Where can I find myself back?

Where is the "Happy Serene"?

2009-12-18T01:26:00.007+08:00

Every little bit of things is PISS-ING ME OFF NOW!
I don't know why it always have to be that way!
I don't know why you always have to use those tones to talk to me!
I don't know why we always have to end up quarrelling!

I'm sorry.
If this got to continue, I could no longer talk to you nicely.
If you realised, I don't talk to people like that. NEVER!!!
But things are just getting over its limit.
If that's the way you're going to talk to me again, then I rather we DON'T TALK AT ALL!!!

I'M TIRED!

Whatever shit now!

I can't be bother!!!

GOOD NIGHT!!!

2009-12-17T00:16:00.004+08:00

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRTUVWXYZ

Will you even notice that I'm missing?

2009-12-14T23:59:00.003+08:00

H-A-P-P-I-N-E-S-S! :D

2009-12-13T18:22:00.005+08:00

Everybody is asking me what happened.
Don't worry, I'm fine. :)
Happy to be alone anyway. :))
Don't forget, I'm SERENE LIM!!! :D

Can't remember how long since I last went shopping with her. :/
Maybe a year or so?
Time passes sooo fast that I don't even realised. :(

She called me up this morning, as early as 9am.
I was shocked that she actually wake up that early. LOL~
Was deciding whether to go prata with turtle & friends, or shopping with joey.
But in the end, I choose shopping because I scare I might feel weird going prata with them. :)
Sorry bai, shall meet up some other days alright! :))

Meet Ho at Serangoon ard 12noon, headed down to town (like again! -.-)
Ion was our first destination.
& not long after we walked, we decided to have ICE CREAM!
MARVELOUS CREAM! (expensive ice cream! i waste money again! :X)

Purpose of ice cream is to make my mood better. :D
& seriously it did helps.
Even though the ice cream taste........ err.......
Maybe I didn't choose the right flavour. LOL!

Walked around ION!

& she brought me to all the branded shop!

Makes me fall in love with PRADA wallet & COACH little handbag. :D

Arghhhh! So beautiful!

But the price is even more. :(

Went to far east after that.
& saw many many wedding carssss on our way there.
But I only love THIS!!!

Is white & furry furry de.

Ultra beautiful~ :D

Went home after we done shopping at far east.

Wanted to take a bus home, but took the wrong bus & ended up in Chinatown. :/

Therefore went to OG to shop for pooh bear.

& now they become friends! :DD

PS. I'm sooo excited that Anna talk to me on facebook! XD

2009-12-13T10:35:00.002+08:00

i slept at ard 5am yesterday.
even though i'm lying on my bed way way before.
i woke up before 8am today.
even though i'm still feeling tired.
but i just couldn't sleep.
& i decided not to waste more time lying on bed.

therefore, i wake up...
& the moment i get up from my bed, i decided to stop emo-ing.

time to prepare.
& out to meet love ones! :)

2009-12-12T20:27:00.006+08:00

We never thought about why did things end up this way,
We didnt reflect upon what we did.
Taking every little things for granted.

What hurt me most is what I saw;
What tear me down is all your excuses again & again...
I wish to hear no more.

I planned what my Saturday is going to be long before hand.
& I never expected it to turn out this way.

I didn't sleep well the previous night.
Wake up early this morning, feeling lost.
Staying at home the whole day, don't know where to go, who to meet, what to do.
I didn't wish to show anyone my gloomy face.

I tried to keep myself busy.
Trying hard to let time passby me without knowing what to do the next moment.

But whenever I thought of what have happened,
I just feel like T.T
However after crying so hard yesterday, I didn't shed a single tear today.

PS. The cruel reality makes me grow braver each day.
Will there be someone that could make me smile now?

2009-12-12T10:16:00.002+08:00

i feel like going to the beach today.
sitting near the sea all alone by myself.
enjoying the breezes.
hoping that they'll blow all my troubles away...

i'm sory, but there's nothing you could do to turn everything back again...

2009-12-11T19:59:00.002+08:00

As early as 7am this morning. (I think the last time I wake up so early is when I'm still in poly. -.-)
I wake up & headed to the airport, just to send her off. :)

A very nice friend that I got to know for the past 6 months. :)
My dearest anna..
My best station A partner in Waraku she have become.
My best motivation to Waraku everyday. ^^

I will miss her smile.
I will miss her cuteness.
I will miss having breaktime with her.
I will miss her "sayang"
I will miss her massage.
I will miss holding her hand.
I will miss everything everything....
Please take care, I wish I could see you again. :))

After sending her off, we went to Macpherson for breakfast!
Yummy prawnie noodles~ :)

Headed down to register for our basic theory test. Like FINALLY! LOL~

Can you imagine, I'll be carrying this book around with me & read it whenever I'm free for the next 1 month. :))

After everybody went to work.

I headed down to PS for shopping on my own

I used to do shopping myself, but don't know why I hated it soo much today.

I felt lonely. :(

But I realised I love walking into bookstores recently. :)

Quickly, I looked around for my christmas present deco & a new neck collar & rope for my dearest BEEBEE. :D (My beebee will definitely be happy tonight)

Home Sweet Home!

2009-12-10T20:43:00.002+08:00

My dearest kelly,

Keep yourself busy like how I do so that you won't have soo much free time to stay at home to think more or even cry.
Anything can just text me, call me, or even date me out now.
You know, I'm free! :)

Smiles~ :D

With love,
Serene

2009-12-10T19:23:00.004+08:00

I felt loved today! :)
I realised, people around me just want me to be HAPPY!
No matter where I go, who I choose, what decision I made..
They simply just wish that I'll be happy.

Thank you! :)
For pamper-ing me once again.
Maybe, we'll be happier this way. :)

I always believe,
What meant to be will always be..

如果再有机会，我想我会好好爱你。
如果没有，做朋友也好。:)

2009-12-10T10:45:00.004+08:00

I simply love my life now~ :D

Sleep early, wake up early,

Bring bee bee down for a walk every morning.

Accompany mama to market.

My own programs in the afternoon.

& dinner at home! :)

My lappy is soo going to die sooner or later.

It takes me more than half an hour to start up this morning.

So, I asked mummy if she wants to sponsor me a new lappy.

& SHE AGREED! :D

& this morning, when i was walking around the market with mama.

this very cute uncle stopped me & asked me how big is my wrist?

Uncle: 13 or 14? -.- you think i'm a baby?

Me: haha, don't know.

Uncle: you never measure before?

Me: I think have, but I forget le. LOL!

& immediately he took out his measuring tape & help me measure. -.-

Anyway,

Is time for me to get out of my house to meet ppl. :)

Stay tune~

2009-12-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

When i'm about to off my lappy & sleep.

This man came into my room, saw my camera & start taking pictures. -.-

Not very clear, because he's lousy.

But I think this is the first time we took a pic together after 21 years. LOL!

I'm happy. :D

I get to see brothers & daddy ever since i stop working Waraku.

Because I'm HOME. :)

2009-12-09T22:05:00.008+08:00

Finally, I don't need to work.
Finally, I have some free time for myself.
Finally, I AM DONE packing my room.
Tadah~ Soooo happy!

Meet up with net net after that.

To bugis, for SHOPPING! :D

I love their christmas trees to the MAX! :D

Princess-ly christmas tree!

Is sooo S.W.E.E.T!

I like tooooo~~ :))

We started from bugis village to bugis junction to bugis village again.

Because we can't decide on what to buy. :(

We spent almost 4 hours shopping non-stop.

I wanted to buy many many things..

Ear rings,

Bag,

Dress,

Bracelets,

Shorts,

Shirt,

Organiser.

But cash not enough. :(

So, in the end, I only bought myself an organiser and a bag.

Because someone told me that we'll go shopping some other days & help me choose pretty pretty clothes from head to toe. :))

& my organiser & bag is being sponsored. :)))

Sooo much love! <3

& I love this organiser of mine to the MAX!!! :DD

Is super ultra cute inside~

Hopefully it'll motivate my EVERYDAY in 2010.

I can't wait to start anew year. :)

We went back to junction AGAIN just because we want to see the lighting of the christmas tree.

Beautiful right right? :))

YOU CAN'T SEE US!

But the main point is....

I LOVE THE BACKGROUND! LOL~! :D

Till then,

I need to rest early.

Good night! :)

2009-12-09T09:58:00.004+08:00

Few days ago, when I was reading newspaper (please be surprise that I'm actually reading. LOL!)

I get to find out that dressing up pet is actually a form of abuse.
Because they hate the gripping sensation.
Therefore I shall STOP! Even though I think beebee looks cute in that~! :)

&
After 8 months of working,
I finally can rest.
But I don't know why I still wake up sooo early. -.-

Anyway, I'm excited about shopping later! :DD

2009-12-08T22:52:00.008+08:00

Is it better to get myself as busy as possible?

I hate that "unimportant feeling"
But I don't know why I ALWAYS get it.

I'm too tired to be emo.
I'm too tired to be sad.
I'm too tired to be angry.
I'm too tired to be jealous.
I'm too tired to think.
I'm too tired to even cheer myself up.

Till then,
I wish to rest early.
Good night!

2009-12-07T01:10:00.010+08:00

I accidentally deleted all my inbox messages. Ultra sad! *cries*
But anyway, I'm still going to blog about happy things today. :D

Early morning wake up, in fact not that early too.
Wanted to have MAC BREAKFAST!
But we were late, due to some stupid reason. -.-
Well~ but i got to try the new GRILLED TERIYAKI CHICKEN! Yummy~ :D
& of cos FINALLY, my SHAKER FRIES~! *Double yayness!* :DD

Went home, watched "公主小妹" and I cried~ :(
Had a nice chat with him.
& thanks, you make me feel soo much better after that. :)

Slack at home the whole afternoon before meeting JANET at around 7pm. :))
Went to Hougang mall first, but we can't find anything that we wanted.
So headed over to Compass point! :))
Had a hard time hunting for present & card, but we had lots of fun throughout. :DD

She says she loves that 2 lamp posts!

Christmas is coming~ I like happy happy festivals~! :DD

We don't know him, but I think he's handsome~

Maybe can be my future boyfriend. LOL! XD

Look at all the lovely things we have bought.

We know she will love it! <3

A mini size cake for her~ :)

& FINALLY, she's the birthday girl for the day. :DD

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY TO YOU~

Hope you really enjoyed even though there's exam tomorrow.

Make a wish~

& I simply wished that all your wishes come true.

Stay happy ya~

No matter what, you still have US! :DD

Stay over at her house till 12++ am.
Chatting, laughing, disturbing each other like there's no tomorrow.
All the troubles seems so far from me that moment.
&

Home sweet home~ :))

2009-12-06T18:20:00.003+08:00

I can't believe that everybody is getting married when i'm still leading my life like some young little girl when i'm already not! >.<

My handsome Chris Herwan Polii is married. LOL!
I just realised when I login into facebook today. Abit slow but well~
Hahaha~!
Every pictures look sooooooooo 幸福! :DD
OMG! 羡慕死人了...

& I saw 4 wedding cars just by travelling around this morning.
Imagine how many couples are actually getting married everyday! :D

Okay, I know I'm being random here, so ya, I SHALL STOP! XP
But I'll be back again tonight.
So...
Stay tune~ :)

2009-12-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

My favourite shaker fries is back in town!
I WANT TO EAT~! XD

2009-12-02T10:05:00.003+08:00

"Where's the lively, cheerful and energetic serene I used to know?"

This is the first question sean san asked me the moment he saw me yesterday morning...
& yesterday was ONLY his first day back in HEEREN.

2009-11-28T01:16:00.007+08:00

Today I had lor mee for breakfast! :DD
It's very very long since i last have my BREAKFAST.
Ever since I started working, I'm always too tired to wake up early. :/
Life have been too too too BUSY!
I just miss doing all these simple things~ :)

But good start doesn't mean good day.
My whole day = Happy, sad, disappointed, angry, pissed off, tired etc etc..

Hope tomorrow will be a better day.
I'll try a little more...
"Everyday have to be a happy day"

2009-11-26T00:17:00.004+08:00

Waraku is sooo messed up right now!
From the moment i stepped into Waraku this morning, phone calls are coming in non-stop.
From office, from suppliers, from customers, from other outlets etc etc....

& I don't understand why can't we say "NO" to other branch when they want to borrow staffs?
Why does it need to seems like is our fault for not borrowing?
Isn't it THEIR responsibility?

I'm tired giving out calls to sooooooooo many part-timers & none want to go.
Anyway, thanks vonne vonne for helping. :)

I need many many rest right now!
Good night! :))

2009-11-24T23:47:00.001+08:00

2009-11-23T23:55:00.000+08:00

Waraku christmas decoration this year was like pathetic!
As the management said they don't want to SPEND on such thingy this year.
Therefore, we have to dig out our last year deco. Like WTH~ =.=

I tell you, Waraku is just getting from bad to worst.
I miss the time when we were all in orchard, with all the nice nice people around. :(

Even we are pissed off & all.

We still manage to get some fun out of it. :DDD

Anyway, our decoration was still not that bad ya? Lols~

2009-11-23T00:14:00.003+08:00

Please cheer up! :))
Please be happy no matter what, can? :))

With love,
思丽

2009-11-22T14:24:00.003+08:00

生命中不可承受的轻
演唱:梁静茹

让耳机循环这频律
反复超重低音震动着宁静
挡风玻璃里爱成了蒙太奇
我哼着我自己的叹息

只是爱与被爱的比例
不是爱或不爱的问题
如果明天还有好天气
都已经跟你没关系

你让我梦见了太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及

你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨滴
一滴一滴一滴滴
遗忘的泪滴

偶阵雨偶尔会天晴
还好星光熠熠好心的提醒
一个人追寻一个人的和平
我看见我自己的天际
爱真的需要一点勇气
就看我们敢不敢忘记
我和彩虹最短的直径
也不一定没有你不行

你让我梦见了太美的梦
生命中不可承受的轻
你证明了每一颗流星
都遥不可及

你因为了我每个所以
所以了这一百年孤寂
你洒下默默无言的雨滴
一滴一滴一滴滴
遗忘的泪滴

就让我狠狠地加速前进
脱离你所给我的梦境
再零点零零一公里
就可以清醒

我决定不再等你决定
我决定不再当局者迷
我决定属于我自己的黎明
距离你一世纪下一个世纪

My mood is seriously "____________"
On my music & this is the first song i heard.
& more emo songs are on the way to make me worst.

P.S Everything is not as easy. :(

Back to pack my room~ -.-
ROAR!!!

2009-11-22T13:53:00.005+08:00

Being alone isnt that bad sometimes.
Since it makes no differences right now.

From the moment i wake up until now.
4 BIG hours!
No call; no sms; NOTHING.

WHATEVER!

2009-11-22T12:37:00.003+08:00

I realised it's so hard to keep my mood up recently. :(
Unlike the past when i'm ALWAYS HAPPY! :DD

Well~
I'm just feeling too bored packing!

*ignore me!*
*RUN!!!*

2009-11-22T10:09:00.004+08:00

Finally, it's my off day!
& I'm staying at home to pack my room! :)

*show good girl face* XD

But for now, I need to bring beebee down for a walk first. :)

She's waiting for me!

Let's go~ :D

2009-11-22T02:05:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!

:((

i'm tired,

i shall go bed.

Good night!

2009-11-21T10:33:00.003+08:00

LOST!

2009-11-20T10:25:00.002+08:00

我应该怎么做才能让一切回到原点呢? :)

2009-11-20T01:58:00.002+08:00

I was eating strawberry in the afternoon & I found this.....

HEART-SHAPED STRAWBERRY! :DD

2009-11-20T00:54:00.004+08:00

Is that meant for me to browse? :)

If you don't understand me at all.
I'm still Serene Lim afterall.
I'm soft-hearted.
I can't bear to be selfish.
I can't bear to see you cry.

Give me some time, will you? :)

2009-11-17T02:21:00.003+08:00

Maybe you don't mean it.
Maybe she dont mean it too.
But everything is just too painful.

I'm sorry.

2009-11-17T00:38:00.006+08:00

I'M TOTALLY EXHAUSTED TODAY!

Early morning, before I start work, I went over to gohan & carry 3 BIG TRAYS of stick cake back.
Can you imagine how heavy & tiring it is to walk from cuppage to heeren with 3 big trays?
I swear it's ULTRA !!! :/

& running with 6 staffs almost everyday is making me crazy!
Why can't humans be more responsible sometimes?
Making an effort to call & inform isn't that difficult afterall.

But well~
Who cares whether am I tired or not?

& the ONE MORE thing i want to say now is............
WARAKU MANAGEMENT SUCKS!!!

How can a branch runs with no area manager, no manager, no assistant manager?
Left with 6 staffs, 3 is new, 1 is reluctant to work.
So, can you tell me how many staffs is actually working?

& I'm going to survive through all these for the next 3 daysss!!!
I soooo feel like taking MC or rather "no call; no show" like how all the part-timers do!!!

P.S Everything is just a little too disappointed.

Anyway, i'm seriously tired!
Good night. :)

2009-11-16T09:56:00.001+08:00

Have a nice day ahead everybody! :)

No matter what, life still goes on.
Please remember if you need me, I'm still there.
Cheers!

2009-11-15T00:42:00.002+08:00

After 6 days of work, I still have 7 more days to go before my next off day.
How can I survive?
Not as if I work for ONLY 9 hours everyday, but MORE THAN THAT with no extra pay!
Roar! >.<

I'm extremely TIRED!

P.S When will everything be fine? :((

Till then,
Good night!

2009-11-14T09:23:00.004+08:00

I have been craving for prata recently & I finally got it yesterday. :)))
I miss~ sitting in a coffeeshop, drinking hot milo. lol.

Thanks for making my day. :)

2009-11-14T02:57:00.004+08:00

Few days ago,
The first time when I took train home with Anna.
She shared with me all the places that she have went to in Singapore for these few month..
& there she goes.........

Anna: I want to go Singapore Zoo also.
Me: For what?!?!
Anna: See your sister! XD
Me: Who is my sister???
Anna: MONKEY!!! HAHAHA!!!
Me: -.-

She makes me happy everyday~ :))))

2009-11-13T05:13:00.005+08:00

I couldn't sleep at all.................
for the first time & for the last.

2009-11-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

2009-11-12T10:36:00.005+08:00

I tender my resignation letter yeaterday, but my manager refused to sign. >.<

2009-11-11T10:07:00.002+08:00

I never wanted it to be the way it is now.
I'm sorry.

I didn't sleep well yesterday night.
Though I am tired as usual, but I just can't get myself into deep sleep.
Whether am I thinking too much, or the fact is just too many things to think about right now.
I don't know.

Things by things.
One thing at a moment, i will settle all.
Though I know time is limited.
But I can't multi task.
Boo! :(

Everyday have become so BAD that I don't even wish to walk through any......

2009-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

Obstacles after obstacles.
But I know the day when I overcome all, is the day I really grow up.

I text bro in the morning before I went to work.
I told him, I decided to stop working.

& I am surprised that his reply was:
"Okie! I believe u r mature enough to thk for yrself and I respect yr decision =)"

Thanks for respecting.
I'm happy to hear that actually. :)

2009-11-09T10:42:00.003+08:00

I hate my blogskin to be like this.
But I don't want to change because I really love it.
So, let it be until it recovers. :)

Going to pack my room.

PACK PACK PACK~~

Hope I can pack away all the unhappiness,
So that many many happiness can come in soooooooon...... :)

Serene still smiles no matter what.

2009-11-08T10:42:00.004+08:00

Everybody told me,

"Either you accept everything & stay happy or leave & move on......"

I realised, knowing the truth is always the saddest choice.

2009-11-08T02:51:00.004+08:00

It's morning 2am plus.
I don't know why am I still here.
I don't know what have I been doing for the past few hours, or rather the entire day.

These 2 days are really killing me.
All my energy is almost being used up.
Tired tired tired!!!

How is it possible to run with soooooo many new staffs around?
& what the hell is getting all the new staffs in on weekends?
ROAR! >.<

& I realised I have alot alot of things to be done next week,
But I am left with no energy, no motivation, no encouragement.

I might not be what you think I am.
Even, I am not what I, myself, think I can be.
Everything is so out of control.
Everything is in such a big mess.
Do you know how tired I am?

I tried, I put in all my effort, but I realised I still failed again & again.
This time round, I might not have the energy to stand up again....

2009-11-06T23:59:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is just another day.
24 hours as usual.
11 hours of work, 2 hours of break.

I'll be fine.......

2009-11-05T11:59:00.001+08:00

Went to try BBQ Chicken at Cine this afternoon during my break.
Despite many many poor comments from people, i still went.
& everything turns out to be GOOOOOD!!! :DDD
I swear the chicken is really YUM YUM! I like~~
Haha.

If you never try, you will never know.

Till then,
Good Night!

2009-11-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

Finally it's my off day!
I love, I enjoy~ :DDD
How I wish everyday is an off day, but money still gets in. Lol. :P

Anyway,
Just wanna to say I AM HAPPY TODAY! :DDDD
even though i am just spending my day doing the simplest things.

Thank you!

With ♥, 思丽

2009-11-04T01:08:00.002+08:00

My day ended badly again. :(

P.S I'm really tired being stuck in no where.

2009-10-30T00:44:00.003+08:00

The most stupid things ever,

I happily walked out of Waraku.
All the way until I reached train station, about to take out my wallet to tap in, then I realised...................................

I LEFT MY WALLET IN WARAKU!

I tried to call Waraku, hoping that they haven leave yet.
Tried to call MeiLing, hoping that she will answer.
But all failed!

Luckily, I saw Jeffery.
& he bought standard ticket for me.
If not, I will not be able to GO HOMEEEE! :)

2009-10-28T00:34:00.002+08:00

为什么每次得到了就不会想要好好珍惜呢？

When I'm feeling soo tired after work everyday,
I simply just hope you can dote on me alittle.

2009-10-26T21:34:00.006+08:00

My only precious off day.

Yet I am sick.

Lying on bed,

Feeling so terrible.

Feeling so lonely.

I simply hope someone could be here.

But no one.

Nobody's at home.

No dinner cooked.

Only beebee is here.....

2009-10-22T00:32:00.006+08:00

Those WORDS are just tooo HURTING.

The REALITY is just tooo CRUEL.

T.T

2009-10-21T00:16:00.005+08:00

Wake up myself this morning without any morning calls.
Going to work without people telling me to be careful on my way.
Starting work with no sms/calls coming in asking me to take care.

Everything started sooo badly = Bad day

My 2 hours break was fully occupied by going office & seeing doctor.
Not even a second was left for me to rest.

Waraku is making me soooooo tired.

What's the ugly truth behind every beautiful story?

T.T

2009-10-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

Ice cream really makes me feel BETTER! :D

Day 2:

Sleep many many today as well.

How nice to wake up & know that I don't need to work today! :DDDD

Went to watch "500 days of summer"

& I didn't fall asleep! *show proud face*

Walked around, bring mummy to work, shopping at daiso.

Simple day but I am happy. :)

P.S I love ROSES! :D

i'm going to be alone for the next few days.

i'm sorry.

i don't mean to hurt anyone. :(

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-19T10:09:00.002+08:00

Alot of things in my mind!
Overflowing~
But then,

JieSiLin,
Jia you okay~!
I will date you out soooooooooon! :D
Smile more &
I love you!

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-18T23:00:00.008+08:00

I want to COMPLAIN! >.<

Went to Pasta Heeren to help out for 2 HOURS yesterday!
I was ANGRY that I have to take orders from customers for that entire 2 hours while NONE OF THEM TOOK ANY!
They can just stand there & TALK & blah blah blah!
Then what for they need extra ppl over?!?! ROAR!

Anyway, I am still happy that I got strawberry milkshake to drink.
Strawberry Milkshake is LOVE! <3

Okay, back to what I wanted to blog about actually.

Finally after 11 days of work, i can rest!
& the best thing is.... REST FOR 2 DAYS!
Hooray! :DDDD
Have some nice sleep until late afternoon today.
Wake up & have some fun with SALMON for BREAKFAST! :D

Lol.

We actually just wanted salmon sashimi for breakfast.
But due to some reasons, we decided to cook some of the remaining instead. :)

"salmon with cheese" was our plan!
& I stupidly suggested to cook the salmon ONLY & put the cheese on top & thought that the cheese will melt eventually because the salmon is hot.
But I was WRONG!
The cheese didn't melt~ *cries*

So in the end, we need to cook the cheese again. :(

then add salmon in.............

to become our final product........
"SALMON CHEESE!"

Even though it might looks "disgusting"

but I swear, it taste TOTALLY YUMMY!!! :DDDD

Slack the whole afternoon.

& after that went dinner with family & cousins at Singapura Restaurant!

After 21 years, I guess this is the first time. :)

But I enjoyed! Lalala~~~

P.S I needs to learn to make decision & bear with all consequences.

Till then, I need to sleep early for lesser pimples!

Good night!

Sweet Dreams!

2009-10-17T10:44:00.002+08:00

Chicken pie & a cup of milk for breakfast. :)
Good start for a good day.

Leaving for work again.
Tata~!

P.S I wish every little things will goes well today.

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-17T08:14:00.001+08:00

Didn't sleep well, can't sleep well.
Something is bothering me. :(

I am ultra tired.
Arghhh! I am such a loser.

2009-10-17T00:03:00.007+08:00

我天真的以为，

。。。。

累了照惯例努力

清醒着也照惯例想你了

好怕一放心睡了

心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着

越没力越让我忐忑

我还能珍惜什么

如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命

留下你错愕哭泣我冰冷身体拥抱不了你

想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行

我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运

没机会白着头发蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽

漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈

若有人可以让他陪你我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢

哪一刻是最后一刻

想把你紧紧抱着

可知你是我生命中的最舍不得

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气

顽固地赖在空气霸占你心里每一寸缝隙

连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去

这样不公平请你尽力把我忘记

2009-10-15T23:25:00.001+08:00

T.T

Sigh * Millions = Millions of Sigh!

我真的已经很努力。
可是眼泪还是很不乖。

2009-10-14T00:30:00.006+08:00

Finally, I can reached home, put aside all the unnecessary things & do something I need to do, which is update my expenses book! :)

More things to plan ahead.
More things coming along the way.
I need more TIME! Roar!

Anyway, putting my hopes lower makes me happier today!
我，林思丽看开了！:D
因为我知道我不能改变什么。

P.S By lowering my hopes/expectation, makes everything that comes along be a bonus! :)

&
To my dearest kelly,

Please don't be emo le.
Even though I might not be able to be there always, in fact I am always not there. :/
But you still can text me anytime you wanna~
My phone is always ON for YOU!

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-12T01:03:00.002+08:00

Headache.
Backache.
Muscles aches

Everything comes again!
Sigh~ :(

2009-10-11T00:23:00.007+08:00

1o October 2oo9,

It's was a Saturday afternoon,

Waraku was pretty filled with customers,

Okay, I shall just say........ WE ARE BUSY!

But this boy here just lied around Waraku floor, acting like a police after we gave him a police gun set as TOY!

I can't help & took a picture of it. Lol!

He's TOTALLY CUTE~!

The best part is..............

He's lying in the middle, right in front of our doorway, where customer needs to walk in & out.

Not shy? *scratch head*

He scares all my customers away! XD

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-10T01:18:00.002+08:00

I miss going to school.

I miss doing homework.

Can I?

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-10T00:48:00.006+08:00

Today is an ULTRA tired day! :(

Sales was not really that good,
but i guess is because of the lack of manpower, everybody is tired..

If people can be a little more responsible at times.
You need to spare a thought for others sometimes i guess. :)

Random:

I am happy to see jie si lin today! :D

I am upset over certain things! T.T
if only u can.............. you'll understand everything.

Why isn't my face improving? :(
i need more confident to overcome everything.

Okay whatever,
I am tired.
Good Night!

P.S I will try to smile as much as I could. :)

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-09T00:54:00.005+08:00

Kelly is being soooo sweet...
To call me up at this time to check if I'm feeling alright. :D

P.S I didn't forget that my dearest Jie Si Lin is being sweeeeeet few days ago toooooo! XD

Haha, don't worry eh,
I am ALRIGHT!
Don't forget, I am nobody but SERENE LIM!!! :DDDD

I shall not care too much from now onwards.
Do what I should do.
& Love myself moreeeeeeeeee.... :)

P.S I still believe what meant to be will be...

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-08T10:42:00.006+08:00

12 days to go again! :/
Counting down to my next off day,
today, friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday.

How fast can time pass?
& do I really wish that time could pass that fast?

Roar!
Life is full of complications!

& when my mood is already sooo terrible, why did it started raining soooooooooooooo heavily at the point of time when i am leaving home for work!
Can't they wait till I reached train station FIRST?
ROAR!!!

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-06T23:03:00.003+08:00

If I can don't come home, i rather NOT!!!

if not because I NEED THAT STUPID MONEY!
if not because you don't have ability to support ME!

i will not have to work that stupid job!
and i'll have more TIME for the rest of my THINGS!!!!

i am already FUCKING TIRED & still.......... need to entertain all these shit!

2009-10-06T01:16:00.003+08:00

要努力还是要放弃? :(

I am not happy; I am tired...

2009-10-05T01:12:00.001+08:00

No surprise.
No expensive present.
No dinner.
No big cake.

But that's the sweetest present ever~
Thanks Joey Ho & Janet Lim! :DDDD

-xoxoxoxo-

With ♥, 思丽

2009-10-02T01:30:00.005+08:00

My surprise on 29 o9 o9 night starts here~ (:

Tigger was my first gift from them.
& I seriously thought they were busy busy after kelly came all the way to WARAKU to pass me the tigger.
But I am still HAPPY! (:

But THEY actually got bigger surprise somewhere else for MEEEE! :DD
TADAH~

21 balloons hanging along the pathway in a PARK~~

That was the sweetest things they can do!

Many many ballooooooonssss! They know I'll love it~ XD

All my faces show HOW HAPPY I AM! :DDDD

& I seriously LOVEEEE THEM!!!

not forgetting hewett for his effort too~ (:

THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!

-xoxoxoxo-

With ♥, 思丽

2009-09-28T00:17:00.012+08:00

YooHooooo~! :DDDD

26th September 2oo9.
K-box was our first destination. :)

Even though I don't sing, but I still enjoyed myself with MANY MANY MANY SALMONNNN~! XD

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

There goes our next destination, where my surprise starts too...... :DDDD

But before that, we met this taxi driver, who is sooo kind yet talkative. I can't be bother about what he's talking until he started on the topic........... "mutual trust" & "what's yours will be yours"
Haha, I shall not elaborate more.

TADAH~~~

Sparkles by the pool.
I can't remembered how long since I last play sparkles.
I missed it & I love it~ :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Walking towards my next surprise of the day. :)

THANK YOU for making everything soooooo WONDERFUL! ^^

I LOVE YOUUUU!!!

-xoxoxoxo-

With ♥

2009-09-26T01:14:00.003+08:00

My eyes is feeling weird these days.
Even though i have been good girl & stop wearing contacts for weeks,
but my eyes is still feeling terrible when it comes to night time. :/
What happened?

Anyway, i am tired.
Good night ppl~
I hope tomorrow will be a happy day out. :)

With ♥

2009-09-25T00:46:00.009+08:00

this should be the happiest month, but why am i feeling the saddest? :(

i am tired of my daily routine(waraku & home) and
i miss having breakfast every sunday with daddy.
i miss eating cheap & nice food at hawker center.
i miss schooling. (but i think i miss ponning more! XD)
i miss going to the beach for tanning.
i miss shopping with no money.
i just miss doing all the simple simple things.

when will i ever have time for all these again?

With ♥

2009-09-23T00:55:00.010+08:00

ROAR!!!
Haven't been doing my things properly recently, or rather for the whole of this month.
Don't know what's happening, but I just don't have the mood to do anything. :(

Days after days,
I just hope things will get better bit by bit.. :)

I miss those happy happy days..

Random:
Joy is a choice. A tough choice in times of trouble, but the choice always exists.
Trials come and go, don't probe over it. Cheers :)
From Kelly.

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right,
forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason.
If you get a chance, take it.
If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody says life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it!
From Joey.

With ♥

2009-09-20T02:24:00.003+08:00

SERENE IS EXTREMELY SAD! T.T

nobody knows how terrible the feeling is.

& all i can do is to bear it myself.

2009-09-19T01:56:00.003+08:00

Back from work after MC and I am feeling ultra TIRED!
How I wish I could take a long good rest before I start work again.
7 more days to my next off day.
Can i survive? :/

P.S I miss those days...........

2009-09-18T01:27:00.005+08:00

Why am I keep doing things that make myself sad.
I'm 21!
Shouldn't I start behaving like one now? :/
.
I hate to be stuck in this kind of situation again & again.
Sometimes, how much I wish I am still a kid.
How much I wish life could rewind.

2009-09-07T02:05:00.002+08:00

爱是可以被分享的东西吗？

2009-08-28T01:15:00.001+08:00

ii am sick~! :(