yesterday on our way home..
ii was reading magazine with jueen on the horoscope part..
then it stated that my lucky color is green..

so tis morning, ii went to wear alil green top, green shorts, green socks..
almost something green from head to toe..
but instead of being lucky..
ii m damn "suay" de lo..

a series of unlucky things happened:
1) morning ii opened the fridge for milk, but somethings drop resulted in something to spill. Then is like wtf, ii need to wipe before leaving house. FINE~
2) after cleaning up the mess, went to daddy's bedroom de toilet to wash up myself again. When ii stepped out, ii trip & the whole heavy wooden door block fall onto my leg. OUCH~~~
it turns green immediately, e biggest blueblack ii ever have.
3) ii m somehow late due to all those happening at house.. somemore 2 of my bus just drive pass me while ii m waiting to cross the road. ii m already late, cant u just love me alil more.? MISSED both of my buses!

afternoon was rather fine..

4) after work, when ii was rushing to board the train, ii stepped on abit of disgusting vomiting by whoever inconsiderate ppl. -.-'''


am ii really lucky with GREEN..?
ii doubt soo much.! =/

if serene.sleep == true
{
codes.done = false
}
else codes.done = true;



dumb friend did this..
she do too much coding le ii guess..
LOL! XD

ii seriously wanna a nap..
ii seriously not motivated..

(time checked: 1.47pm in the afternoon.)
so fast~
-.-

ii m sorry!







but...
ii love them more than u can imagine..
ii treasure them more than anything..

because they once touched my heart..
ii swear ii wanna be nice to them more than anybody else..
ii m willing to give up less important things just for the sake of them..

either is becos ii m too tired..
or too many things are occupying my mind..
ii can hardly remember things ii wanna to do recently..
whether is it a minutes ago, a day ago or what so ever..
ii just cant recall a single shit!
=/


ii m dying soon!

"ii m treasuring it more than yesterday...."
(:

don't ask me why..
but ii skipped school again today..
ii swear this will be the last time for victor's lesson unless ii m sick..
ii need to love him more! =X

yesterday reached home from work & continues coding until like 2plus..
ii was real tired..
so before ii sleep..
ii told mummy..
"mummy, if ii 2moro cannot wake up, don't wake me up huh"
& ya..
she really didn wake me up..
so nice right! =D
she knows ii m tired..
ii know she is too.. (:

but even though ii didn went to class today..
a long day still drained off my energy totally.
ii m still tired.! =/

2moro got UT again..
& ii seriously think I can just do better without studying..
got a "B" grade when ii didn study for that module while ii got a "C" for those that ii have study.
-.-'''
so ii DECIDED... not to study already..

more coding more coding to be done..
arghhhs~~
time is soo running out!

got alot alot of songs from wenyang few days ago..
old & emo songs with funny title..

example example:
got this chinese song's name "两人三角" ii guess..
& he actually went to name it as "2 people 3 corner"..
*diao face*
just by looking at his song title could actually make u laugh..
LOL
guess what song is "Love is a ballad in your eyes"?
*faint*

however, ii am so in love with his songs..
memories memories are coming back! (:

my mind went too complicated...









with this & that..

alot alot of things are changing ard me..
ii need time!
=/

how can ii not love him.?
he's my angel when it comes to coding..



THANK YOU SOO MUCH!
=DD
sincerely deeply from the bottom of my heart.. (:

from morning 8am ++, the moment ii wake up..
my nose was running non-stop; sneezing like hell..
(expected symptoms when ii didn have enough sleep)
yet...
ii still need to look at php coding..
finding minor error tat ii can't even find.. -.-
followed by SAP system..
becos 2moro got UT..
later still gotta work..







WAT THE HELL!!!
life sucks with these things ard..
>.<

from now till next friday..
my schedule is soo full..
alot of things need to be complete within this period of time.. =X
ii m struggling NOW!



if a day could have 36hours....
the extra time will be for me to SLEEP! XP

ii m tired actually.. =/

look at this....
how did ii actually manage to get such a "good" grades?

reached home..
& ii thot ii can finally get a good rest before going to work later..

but.........
ii have forgotten about my RJ..
SHIT!

now that i have to send email..
is sooo troublesome..
ii hate tis!

but well~
what to do..?

there goes my plan of sleeping immediately after ii reach home..
-.-

*YAWNS*

ii think sometimes...
T-I-M-E is just all we need..
to get things heal!



disappointment jus makes oneself grow stronger..



watever!
ii think ii m emo-ing after listening to wen yang's song..



back to php..
ii need to be done..
but ii m really hungry~
=/

the small little errors are killing me.........










thru & thru soo many times..
jus hope that the error will caught my eyes..
try & try sooooo many times..
jus wish that it can works in my hand..


II M SO TIRED ALREADY!
II M HUNGRY TOO!
=(

haiis~ sians~ haiis~ sians~ haiis~ sians~







EVERYTHING SEEMS SOO.....................................!
ARGGHHHHHSSSSS~~~
*SCREAMMM*

ii dun feel like writing RJ..
ii dun feel like doing coding..
ii dun feel like watching tv..
ii dun feel like using lappie..
ii dun feel like playing with bee bee..
ii dun feel like eating..
ii dun feel like sleeping..
ii dun feel like bathing..


my mind is all tied up..
ii think.............
ii feel like...

觉得有一点。。。。
无奈。。。

有一点。。。
不知所措。。。

有一点。。。
力不从心。。。

我好想。。。
好想。。。。

可是。。。
幻想终究是幻想。。。
愿望总不能实现。。。

不要问我为什么。。。
我不难过。。。
却又好想哭。。。

如果时间可以重来。。。
结果又会是如何？

today was rather busy!
OMG!
sales was like $11,000++++

from morning till night..
non-stop can!

alright..
ii jus wanna say..
II M TIRED!

& sooooooo many customers like to call me auntie!
" say thank you to auntie! "
" auntie is putting down the food, can you keep ur toy first? "
HELLO! excuses me~
can't u see ii m still young..?
but ya.. when ppl get older..
they tend to get more sensitive to the word.. "auntie!"
so..
ii guess..
hmmmm.. =/

& be surprise..
ii m going to stop myself from drinking soft-drinks tat often..

ii m starting to drink.............
OMG! ii cant believe it..
*slap myself* am ii reali SERENE LIM SI LI.?

sad to say..
ii could oni drink water or tea..
or watever plain drinks! =((
pls dun go ard tempting me..
ii will smack you~

& ii have been drinking TEA the whole of today! *yucks*
even ppl offered my cold drinks..
ii m being such a good girl to reject ALL!
='((((

so long since ii last exercise..
LOLS~


finally got to meet janet, her sis & angie for badminton..
went for jogging after that even..
with my bee bee tagging along!
=))


more exercises coming along pls~
hahas.. =DD

friends might ≠ friends..
hahas..







human beings are fake creatures!

kok hong san was back..
like after sooo long in KL.. =DD
maybe not long oso..
jus like mth-ssS that we never contact..

he was pestering me to get my butt off my chair & meet him yesterday night..
cos he's going back tis sunday again!

even though he said he will be going all the way down to my block..
but ya....
determination you know!
hahas.. XD

so ended up he jus called..
& we just get to chat on the phone..
=))








可能因为放下了。
所以跟大家说起话来也轻松多了。
我喜欢现在的我们。
so shall we just let it be..
=)))

School is re-opening in just 4 more days, but I am so reluctance to be back.
2 weeks of holiday.
Neither is I resting nor did a lot of coding or working.
Sleeping late & waking up early but nothing much seems to be fulfilled.

Can I skip school?
The feeling of skipping is sooo strong.
Especially when Monday is Sale Management class
& I need to go around selling things with a group of people I am not close with.

Tuesday is Healthcare which I hate my class that much.
That I hope I can just not enter anymore for the next 8 more lessons!

Thursday Manufacturing class which I used to like.
However, because I skipped 1 lesson, i am feeling so LOST now.

but but.......
Friday is LOVE~~
Because I have turtle~! XXD

today at work..
somebody suddenly shouted..

"SL"

& the face ii gave him was.....
diao! -.-'''
the qns tat runs thru my mind was...
wth! why are you calling me that.???
not tat he got my msn & saw me putting the nick "SL"..

..
...
......

but from no where..
he jus refused to call me "serene", "sili", "lim san"
& continue his "SL" for the whole night..
ii m jus not use to it..

u know u know..
the feeling of being.....
aiya..
jus feeling weird!
=/

Human beings have a lot more to learn.









Start noticing it.
& start giving others a little more..

A little more consideration will always make things better!
Just a thought that you might need to crack ur little brain cells & spared

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

& hope u'll have a blessful year ahead. =)))

but enjoy ur BKK trip first bahs!

LOVES~~

reached home..
all you know is watch tv or sleep!
finished ur dinner still need me to help u take ur plate to kitchen!
do u need me to feed u?


can u at least have a lil more contribution to the HOUSE!
ii m not ur maid!


ARGHHHHHHSSSSSSSSSS~~~~~~~~~~
II HATE HOME!!!
='((

soooooooo stupid!!! >.<
jus becos of my refresh button(F5) is like not working..
after like pressing it for 3 hours

ii thot it was my coding..
make me do & re-do the coding again & again!!!
when it actually works ALREADY!!!


waste my time..
waste my moment of sweet dream!

can ii go sleep alreaadyyyyyy.???
zzzZz
-.-

ii m tired!
ii m hungry! ='((

milk.?
coffee.?
tea.?


nah nah~~


ii guess ii need STARBUCK JAVA CHIPS! XP

arghhhhhssssss~~
ARGHHHHSSSSSSS!!!!





ii m not feeling good!
not feeling gooodddddd!!!!

sometimes..
ii wish ii can have a choice of life that ii wanna to be in..

sometimes..
ii love me..

sometimes..
ii hate me..

sometimes...
ii hope god could jus give me alil more..

quite long ago since ii last have my pasta..

yup yup, anyway we have FUN! ^.^

Sereneeee Lim
3o September 88

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