YSunday, November 8, 2009' 2:51 AM
It's morning 2am plus.
I don't know why am I still here.
I don't know what have I been doing for the past few hours, or rather the entire day.
These 2 days are really killing me.
All my energy is almost being used up.
Tired tired tired!!!
How is it possible to run with soooooo many new staffs around?
& what the hell is getting all the new staffs in on weekends?
ROAR! >.<
& I realised I have alot alot of things to be done next week,
But I am left with no energy, no motivation, no encouragement.
I might not be what you think I am.Even, I am not what I, myself, think I can be.Everything is so out of control.Everything is in such a big mess.Do you know how tired I am?I tried, I put in all my effort, but I realised I still failed again & again.This time round, I might not have the energy to stand up again....