i don't know why, don't ask me why... things have never been easy these few months. be it life, work or relationship... i seriously hope that i've been making the right choice all these while. but time still seems to prove me wrong. everything seems fine on its outer surface, nobody knows how messed up it is within. i tried my best to hold on whatever I can. i tried to be as positive. i forgive, i forget, i let go, i give up... i realised, things are just getting tougher each passing day. the challanges that i need to face is more than i can imagine... starting all over again is never easy.. just like... stop loving you...