YSaturday, December 12, 2009' 8:27 PM
We never thought about why did things end up this way,
We didnt reflect upon what we did.
Taking every little things for granted.
What hurt me most is what I saw; What tear me down is all your excuses again & again...I wish to hear no more.
I planned what my Saturday is going to be long before hand.& I never expected it to turn out this way.I didn't sleep well the previous night.
Wake up early this morning, feeling lost.
Staying at home the whole day, don't know where to go, who to meet, what to do.
I didn't wish to show anyone my gloomy face.
I tried to keep myself busy.
Trying hard to let time passby me without knowing what to do the next moment.
But whenever I thought of what have happened,
I just feel like T.T
However after crying so hard yesterday, I didn't shed a single tear today.
PS. The cruel reality makes me grow braver each day.Will there be someone that could make me smile now?